*One*After all, you can only be in a bad mood for so long before you have to face up to the fact that isn't a bad mood at all. it's just your sucky personality.
life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends. you gain friends. you realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend, & that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. you look for love. you find love. you lose love. you realize all long that you've been loved. you laugh. you cry. you laugh so hard that you cry. you do this, you do that. you really wish you hadn't done that. you then learn from that & are glad that you did. you have your ups. you have your downs. you see good movies. you see bad movies. you wonder if your life is just one big movie. you look at others & wish you were them. you then realize who they are & are glad that you're you. you love life. you hate life. in the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what's thrown at you.
Be brave. even if you're not, pretend to be. no one can tell the difference.